What You Wish For...🌹

An Honest Movie Review

The Art of Comparing Your Life to Someone Else’s ⇄

Growing up in Oakland, California, was one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. It’s where I learned to balance being both book smart and street smart. The Bay Area nurtured my curiosity — I loved learning new things at school, meeting people, and understanding the world around me. My environment taught me not just how to think, but how to feel, adapt, and connect.

Recently, I came across a blog featuring one of my fifth-grade classmates. The post was sensational, claiming she’d had a baby with a celebrity athlete. My first thought was, no way — her? I was hit by a rush of emotions: curiosity, jealousy, regret, guilt, and nostalgia all at once. It caught me off guard. Why did seeing her name stir so much inside me? Why did her success — or simply her visibility — feel so personal?

Maybe it’s because we shared memories. We laughed together, played double dutch, had sleepovers — though one of those nights left me with scratches on my face and a deeper sense of mistrust. Still, I reached out to her years later, hoping to reconnect. She never responded. And it’s funny how something as small as being left on read can reopen old wounds you didn’t know were still tender.

Now, years later, seeing her connected to celebrities, I wanted to cheer her on — to say, We’re from the Bay, look at us! But then I realized: this isn’t my girl anymore. Maybe she never was, at least not in the way I imagined. What I was missing wasn’t her — it was a version of myself tied to those old memories.

The truth is, I care deeply — sometimes to a fault — and that’s okay. The spiritual journey has a way of bringing these feelings back to the surface, waving them like a white flag on a quiet Sunday morning just to remind you you’re still healing.

And that reflection led me to a film I watched recently — one that mirrored this exact struggle in the most beautiful, cinematic way…

Bay Area Starter Kit

How What You Wish For Changed My Perspective 🎥🍿

Spoiler Alert.
The story follows two chefs, Ryan and Jack — childhood friends whose adult lives have taken very different paths. Ryan, now struggling with a gambling addiction, works at a Marriott kitchen. Jack, on the other hand, seems to have it all — a private chef cooking for the elite, dressed effortlessly with a man bun that practically screams “I’ve made it.”

From the outside looking in, Jack appears to be living the dream. I even found myself judging Ryan for his choices and admiring Jack’s freedom — until everything unraveled. Ryan’s addiction wasn’t his only demon, and Jack’s world wasn’t as polished as it seemed. Beneath the luxury and success, Jack harbored a horrifying secret: he was literally feeding off others, a butcher for cannibals.

At first, the twist shocked me. But once I sat with it, I realized the film was never just about cannibalism — it was about consumption in all its forms. How we consume each other’s energy, success, time, or spirit when we’re disconnected from our own purpose. How we can become so desperate to escape our struggles that we mistake opportunity for salvation.

The story mirrors life’s emotional spectrum:

• The past is struggle — full of consequences and pain we’re still trying to outgrow.

• The future is the unknown — a vast field of hope, fantasy, and what could be.

• The present is the bridge — the moment of truth, where transformation can actually happen.

When we cling too tightly to the past or obsess over the potential of the future, we lose accountability for the choices shaping our now. And that’s where the chaos begins — in the gap between who we were, who we want to be, and who we are in this moment.

What You Wish For Available on Hulu

The Cons of Fantasizing Someone Else’s Life ⚠️

Watching What You Wish For made me reflect deeply on my own tendency to romanticize other people’s lives, especially those I once knew. It’s an easy trap to fall into. You see someone from your past “make it,” and suddenly you’re questioning your own journey. But what we often forget is that fantasy always leaves out the fine print, the details that reveal who a person really is and what their life truly costs.

Here are a few hard truths I’ve learned about fantasizing someone else’s life:

• You project your unfulfilled dreams onto someone else’s story.
  I remember scrolling through my old classmate’s Instagram, seeing pictures of luxury vacations, and designer materials, thinking, “Maybe if I had made different choices, that could’ve been me.” But the truth is, I was seeing my own “what ifs” reflected back…not her reality. I was borrowing her shine to fill a part of me that felt dim.

• You ignore the cost behind their image.
  Every success story has a price, and not everyone is built to pay it. I once caught myself saying, I wish I had her life, without knowing what sacrifices she made. What parts of herself she might have lost. What looks like freedom could be exhaustion. What looks like love could be performance.

• You delay your own healing.
  The more I focused on what someone else was doing, the less present I became in my own process. I wasn’t celebrating my growth; I was measuring it against someone else’s highlight reel. It’s like standing at your own door but looking through your neighbor’s window, you miss the blessings right in front of you.

• You create false intimacy with people who no longer exist.
  I realized I was mourning someone who wasn’t even in my life anymore. My nostalgia kept replaying childhood memories, laughter, sleepovers, small moments, as if they still defined our connection. But that girl, that time, that version of us doesn’t exist anymore. And holding on to that illusion only delayed my ability to truly let go.

Fantasizing about someone else’s life can feel harmless at first, even inspiring. But too much of it blurs the line between admiration and self-abandonment. I had to ask myself: What part of me feels unseen that I need to find my reflection in someone else?

Illusions…

The Pros of Fantasizing Someone Else’s Life ੈ✩‧₊˚

As much as I’ve wrestled with the downsides of comparison, I’ve also come to see that fantasizing about someone else’s life isn’t all bad. When done consciously, it can become a mirror — one that reflects what you truly desire, what inspires you, and what’s possible when you move with faith instead of envy.

Sometimes, our fantasies aren’t about them at all — they’re whispers from our higher self, pointing us toward the version of life we want to create.

Here’s what I’ve learned when I shifted my mindset from comparison to curiosity:

• Inspiration can be medicine.
  When I saw my old classmate living a life that looked glamorous and free, I initially felt small. But once I detached from judgment, I realized it awakened something in me — a reminder that I still have dreams worth chasing. It wasn’t about wanting her life; it was about reigniting my own.

• Fantasies can reveal your hidden callings.
  Sometimes the people we admire are reflections of our potential. Maybe what we see in them — confidence, freedom, abundance — is actually what’s waiting to be awakened within us. I started asking, What if this feeling of admiration is a clue, not a comparison? And that question began to guide me toward my own purpose.

• It invites collaboration over competition.
  In my community, I’ve learned that we thrive when we celebrate each other. The Bay taught me that success doesn’t have to be solitary — it’s something we can build collectively. Instead of seeing someone’s growth as a threat, I can now see it as evidence that expansion is possible for all of us.

• It strengthens faith in divine timing.
  Fantasizing can be a form of visual prayer — a way of saying, “show me what’s meant for me.” Instead of spiraling in comparison, I began to trust that every desire placed in my heart is there for a reason, and it will bloom when I’m ready to nurture it.

When seen through the right lens, fantasizing becomes less about escaping your reality and more about shaping it. It can remind you that beauty exists beyond your current season — that you’re allowed to dream, to imagine, to know that your story is still unfolding.

And So The Petals Close 🌹

So why do I mention my former classmate — and a film about a cannibalistic corporation disguising exploitation as charity? Because, in a strange way, it’s all connected.

Both stories remind me how easy it is to get caught up in illusions. How easy it is to believe that what we see on the surface tells the full truth. Whether it’s a person flaunting success or a company preaching generosity while profiting from pain, the message is the same: comparison and perception can distort reality.

Comparing yourself to others is one of the quickest ways to lose yourself. It’s a silent betrayal — the kind that happens when you measure your worth against someone else’s highlight reel. Thinking that someone has “more” or is “doing better” than you is a recipe for resentment and self-doubt.

The truth? You have to love who you are from the inside out.
You have to know yourself beyond titles, timelines, and applause.

My classmate stirred up emotions I hadn’t realized were still sitting in the dark — fragments of comparison, old wounds, the ache of not being seen or chosen. But she also reminded me of something sacred: I have no idea what she’s endured, what she’s lost, or what peace costs her. For all I know, her sacrifices might outweigh the comfort her life appears to hold.

Exhibit A: peace.
It’s priceless & fragile.

Could you imagine your own life being broadcasted on a front page for the world to dissect? How would you hold your composure? How would you protect your peace?

Your image?

In this era of exposure and constant unveiling, I now see the importance of loving people where they are — as they are — without needing to define, judge, or compare. Nothing is ever as it seems, and most of what we think we know about others is an illusion carefully framed for perception.

That’s where discernment becomes sacred.
Not everything that glitters is growth.
Not everyone who shines is whole.

True peace isn’t about having what others have — it’s about not needing it to feel fulfilled. And when you reach that place, when you no longer crave validation through comparison, that’s not weakness.

That’s pressure turned into peace.

Positive Affirmation: I release comparison and choose connection. My peace is my power, my timing is divine, and my story is still unfolding beautifully. ✨

And always remember: “When life gives you thorns, search for roses.”